September 12, 2005

  • I spent the afternoon at the Ghiradelli Square Chocolate
    Festival,  sampling such yummy things as chocolate stout
    beer,  a chocolate tiramisu sundae,  and chocolate dipped
    madelines,  among other things. We also got to watch a bunch of 10
    year olds pig out in an ice-cream sundae eating contest.  Of
    course,  the fat italian kid beat out the diminutive red haired
    girl,  and it brought back a memory of being at the county fair in
    the milk chugging contest. (which i won when i was nine!)  
    In fact,  i think the milk chugging prepared me for Elder Hall’s
    MLTs, a fun tradition which lasted for at least a couple years while I
    was at Northwestern.  (for those who know me,  ask and i’ll
    explain further)  Afterwards we grabbed a quick bite at
    in-and-out,  and headed over to Pier 39 to enjoy our
    lunch/snack.  While checking out the sea lions,  a seagull
    divebombed us,  taking a swipe out of miss m’s burger.  It
    grazed me, but i think it hit her fairly hard.  As the tourists
    surrounding us were laughing at what happened,   I joked that
    the bird was only going after out-of-towners, which was why M was a
    target.  Of course,  as i was saying that a second seagull
    (or maybe the same one, on another mission)  swooped down on us
    again, this time tagging me in the back of the head.  If the gull
    had been any bigger,  it surely would have been “concussion by
    seagull.”  Now that is one thing i bet they haven’t seen at SF
    General.

    Moving out of the suburbs and into the City was a huge step for
    me,  one which I was quite scared of,  because of how tough
    it is to “start over.”  I was worried that i wouldn’t meet any new
    people (it was tough when i lived in the suburbs) and wasn’t quite as
    happy in my job.  Most of my worries have gone away.  My job
    is fantastic,  and even more important,  I have new friends
    who i see regularly who make me forget about the few worries I
    have.  I can’t help but smile when I hang out with them;  I
    get that twinge of “aww, its time to go, now?” when we have to go our
    separate ways.  But I also smile because I know I will see them
    again even sooner than I expect.    Am I complete? 
    Probably not….but i don’t want to ever dwell on those things which i
    haven’t found yet,  i want to celebrate that which i have. 
    Okay, enough cheese for now.

    My latest annoyance with myself?  The fact that I sometimes
    stammer when I am speaking. Usually I notice it and get very
    self-conscious about it.  Maybe I just have lots of thoughts
    running through my head or something.  I can’t quite explain
    it.  It could be slight nervousness,  but i’ve noticed it in
    situations where i know i am completely comfortable….anyway.

    yeah,  go eat at Jardineire.  Its absolutely amazing. :)

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