October 18, 2005
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well, i guess i was wrong about that one. today, perhaps.
i slept really well last night, surprising given how late i
stayed up, the nice restaurant i went to with my dad, and
the seemingly non stop drinks.i am so hesitant to post a craigslist ad, but given the fact that
i’m not meeting anyone new lately, it just might be what i need
to do. i thought i was content with my life (how could i not be
with such an amazing job, apartment, and best of all,
great friends) but maybe i just need to be a bit more selfish.
i’m a very giving person and i’d sacrifice the world for those few
people around me with whom i’m close. however, it hurts to
be told that i can’t provide them everything they are
needing.it doesn’t help that mest’s cover of modern english’s “melt with you”
has been playing over and over in my iTunes playlist.i am the catch of a fucking lifetime. i guess people think i’m too good to be true.
